Update...

Sorry I haven't posted a Blog in a while. Due to the situation at home, I haven't felt up to reporting on what is going on over here. I was in Amsterdam this past weekend with Curtis. It couldn't have fell on a better weekend. Crazy how this world works. I can't imagine what it would have been like to be alone this past weekend. It was so wonderful to see Curtis and comforting to be with him. I hope I was as much of a help to him, as he was to me! You can't imagine how difficult it is for me to be here right now. Curtis and I were talking about it, and I said...if I could be anywhere right now, I would want to be at my mom's house chillin on her couch with my mom and sisters watching AMERICAN FOOTBALL!!!. Even if there is nothing that I can do at home to change the situation, at least I could be there for support.



It really puts into perspective the importance in life. Being in London is a wonderful experience, and I am glad that I have taken the opportunity to come out here. But my family is my life and the most important thing to me. London is a beautiful place, but without my family (Michael included) to share it with there is a constant empty feeling that I have.



It has been such a relief to get the text messages from Jen updating us on the information as well as doing research on Internet. I think that last night was the first night I slept through the night. I didn't wake up until my alarm went off!

I keep praying for the best and sending over all my love!

I miss you all so much.

I will write more this afternoon and post some pics from my trip to Amsterdam.

Love Ya!